I've make my move at last. Even though I don't feel happy now, but at least I knew I've done the right thing. It takes alot of guts for me to do that. The result might not be what I wan to see, afterall, I tried my best.
Probably you not gonna have a good dream tonight. Sorry:'( I didn't mean to do that. But I've the feeling that I have limited time left only, It's better to let you know. I don't wanna have anymore regrets again...............